i miss

my girlfriend.


kate i dont understand this feeling.
it feels so weird inside. im not gonna
say that i havent missed anyone as
much as you before because thats not
true. and im not going to say i havent
felt this weird feeling before because i have.
you know that feeling of absentness. like
the feeling that you were just with that person
and now they are no where to be found.
that feeling that your drifting away from
the person you love so much's feelings. like
that feeling that this cant be happening because
you were just sitting in my lap holding me .
i really miss you kate and i want you next to me.

p.s. i didnt mean to make it sound like you died. o.O
it just turned out that way. ha. MY BAD!


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