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the last few days havent been good. sometimes i just feel so alone. almost like there is no way to escape it. i have no one to talk to. well it feels like that anyway. everytime i try and talk to someone, to just get it off my chest they are so judgemental. they think its stupid and i shouldnt worry about it. but it feels like so much more to me. its so hard to wake up in the morning and try and fight it every single day. like deep down in the pit of my stomach something is telling me its your get away. do it, pick up the knife, come on you know you'll feel better in the end. but i try and fight it.

i feel like no one is there to talk to, but when there finally is.........i dont want to talk about it.

i just dont know how to handle this. is there another way. another escape without hurting myself. if there is i need help finding it.



"Self-injury is not something people talk about very often, but for an estimated 2 to 3 million Americans it is a serious problem. The majority of people who self-injure are women between the ages of 13 and 30, but there are "cutters" of every age, gender, and economic group.
People who "self-injure" are not usually suicidal. They do however, intentionally inflict injuries upon themselves, usually in response to stress or trauma. Their injuries may vary from minor cuts that heal quickly to very serious wounds that leave permanent scars."


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