this feeling aches so badly inside. the absence of him makes me shiver and gives me chills. icried tonight knowing hes missing and not around. idont know how to handle this weakness; im breaking down. ihave to hold back for him, for everyone, for MYSELF. ishall not let that blade touch my skin and break threw. imust stay strong for him, but not only him but myself. with him not around ifeel that hole stretching bigger in my chest. it hurts, it aches, iscream for help. ijust need him to be around more. isound selfish and im sorry for that but it hurts so badly.

come back to us kyle davis. we all miss you. < / 3