understanding // past relations

alright so I was just looking back at previous blogs I have posted and came accross the one i posted "i love him so" well just letting you all know I am no longer with him. Yuhh it was great while it lasted but whatever. Yuhh I do still love him almost like its unconditional or something. I don't know if he knows that but all I know is that well I know and it doesn't bother me if he doesn't think so and just thinks that I'm a lier, I flirt with other guys and don't tell him, I don't keep my promises. Whatever thats all bull. That's what he thinks and what he thinks is not true. I don't say I love someone then go behind there back its not cool. Truely, I know how it feels to seeing as how it happened to me once before. To me it was four months of wasted time and thats all it will ever be. I'm free now. I can move on to bigger and better things. Not having to worry about what the hell hes doing and if hes cheating on me. I honestly don't know why I thought that either. but its cool.........

just thought i would update you on the matter.
and let you know its over.


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happy 2009

Omgoshhh I can't freaking believe it, the fact that well this is the last day of 2008. idkk why it matters so much but in a way it does. Oh and it really freaking irritates me the fact that bright house wants to cutt MTV out of its line of channels. Now how in the fuck can you do that I mean come on now its freaking MTV for cryin out loud. Like the best channel ever. But I'm trying to get them to keep it on my plan so yuhh I hope that works out. ahahhah I had an veggie egg role earlier and it was really good. and yuhh the vegan thing is really working out to my standards. It was hard at first but after a while I really do like this change in my life style. Cause you don't live forever and change is always good. I think you accomplish nothing in life if you don't make a change now and again. Now being completely random to the max I cleaned my room yesterday. Pretty much threw everything away. Like I said its time for change. Honesty im redoing the whole thing. I'm not sure what I'm changing it to but what I do know is that there is like nothing in it anymore. I never really liked when it was cramed with stuff and furniture so yesterday I emptied it and threw away like 5 trash bags worth of junk. lawlz. well any who back to some other random topic like the fact that tonight I'm going to this hella crazy party probably with my bro. idk though I know that I have to make and apperience at lydnseys party though and count down the ball drop and everything with her cause its her bday. Then I'm spending the night at Sarah's which is cool cause I have never spent the night and what not. Seeing as how Sarah equals a hella awesome time pretty much means I hope shes not tired. cause we gonna party till the sun comes up. well anyway the whole point of this blog would have to be happy 2009. ahhahah i love the new pepsi commercial about that too( : well yeah for me I hope its a great year.

well yeah thats pretty much it. So ima go now. lata


p.s. HAPPY 2009


-jaimieJUSTIFIED

random // finally // im back

Wow I haven't posted a blog in like a million years. It really in a way made me laugh hysterically when I read all my old posts. Ohkay so basically my life is repairing itself. Obviously if I haven't had to vent. Well anyway i started using A I M again its been forever in a day since that was used almost like its collecting dust while sitting in my computer. Ahh speaking of my computer I got jack of nothing pretty much for Christmas so I went out and bought a FREAKING A LAPTOP yo. I'm so excited it should be here like Monday or Tuesday of next week and if I'm lucky Saturday babez. ahahhaha I'm listening to love in this club by Usher and I have no clue why seeing as how its not my type of music. And did you know that like this was an awesome month cause Kanye West's 808's and heartbreak album and the Killers day&age album came out. And I noticed that I have started listening to the all american rejects more like back in the day when they were my fav band. I would have to say that with school and stuff I seriously understand why I haven'y blogged in a while. Seeing as how blogging is something that totally entertains me( : Well for now thats it. I'M OUT!!!!!


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